kentucky

so in January i got kicked out of my house.. it was a big fight between me and my parents… only person that was there for m was Jose… he was there for me a lot, but one day he decided to visit his home in Colombia and never came back, left me to fend for myself…. he has been gone since February…. he was suppose to be back in march, its June already and still he hasn’t returned. i had to go back to my parents when his mom kicked me out of his apartment. i guess it was a real eye opener for me. i got a job, but it doesn’t give me much hours so my pay isn’t much at all, i decided to stick to my word and come to Kentucky for the summer again. i miss Jose a lot, the few weeks we were together we got to know each other and go together, but i guess my love was not enough for him…. once i get back to Houston ill be there for exactly two weeks and then am off to Dallas for a new beginning, to help my bother, to make something of my-self and hopefully if God wants Jose to come back to my life, he will make it happen and if he doesn’t then i hope he has something better stored for me…. i still feel strapped, and alone, but i guess its getting better then it was ❤

God is good all the time, all the time god is good

the lord is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer, My God, My Strength, in whom i trust…

psalm18:2

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