Best Friend

i have the most gorgeous, beautiful, outgoing, best friend, her name?

Her name is Jordan ❤ she’s the best thing that has ever happened to me. i am glad that i met her, she has had my back since day one, yes we have had our ups and downs, but at the end of the day she is my other half, my sidekick, my babe, my girlfriend, my wifey, my everything, i love her to death.

why am i posting about her?? because i hope she see’s this post and smiles the most beautiful smile she has, she is a queen whos crown was falling and i do not want it to ever fall. shes my queen and i want to always make her happy, hopefully one day we will be living together and i can be her surrogate and give her a beautiful baby she deserves ❤ i love you babygirl, never forget that i might be far, but you are my love  and am always here for you no matter how far i am ❤ 18922117_229045564256827_7098731622030668270_n

kentucky

so in January i got kicked out of my house.. it was a big fight between me and my parents… only person that was there for m was Jose… he was there for me a lot, but one day he decided to visit his home in Colombia and never came back, left me to fend for myself…. he has been gone since February…. he was suppose to be back in march, its June already and still he hasn’t returned. i had to go back to my parents when his mom kicked me out of his apartment. i guess it was a real eye opener for me. i got a job, but it doesn’t give me much hours so my pay isn’t much at all, i decided to stick to my word and come to Kentucky for the summer again. i miss Jose a lot, the few weeks we were together we got to know each other and go together, but i guess my love was not enough for him…. once i get back to Houston ill be there for exactly two weeks and then am off to Dallas for a new beginning, to help my bother, to make something of my-self and hopefully if God wants Jose to come back to my life, he will make it happen and if he doesn’t then i hope he has something better stored for me…. i still feel strapped, and alone, but i guess its getting better then it was ❤

God is good all the time, all the time god is good

the lord is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer, My God, My Strength, in whom i trust…

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