life hits hard

That moment when your all happy, talking to family friends,   had the most hugest argument with my mom, never thought this day would come but it did, am kind of glad, no more pent up tension, no more stares of hatred, no more arguing (for now) but it all came out with in a few minutes it all came out between one and another. i know where we stand, two strangers living in the same house.

This week on Thursday i am going to visit my older brother, and am happy ive missed his so much, and when i get thier i will give him my decision, i will let him know if i will move in with him or not… to be honest am sure my head isnt in the right place at the moment to make this big of a decision but know is more of a good time that i get to think about a lot of stuff then later….

 

hopefully in the end i decide what is right and what isnt, its going to be a big change, and what i decided will change my future… :/

 

tears arent ment to come out unless necessary but at this moment and time i cant help but let them roll down my face…. hopefully they go awayabout-life-sad-quotes-7-400x400……….. 

Turn of events

sunday fishing 🙂 i enjoy fishing with my dad!! i just wish that the water wasn’t moving as much or that hot, but i still loved it! caught a few fishes not sure how much but am glad we at least caught some! this cute kid gave me the rest of his bait too when we started to run out, it was awesome haha he scared me too, but it was sweet, i wish i got his name though…..
monday went to school, had semi fun till i had to leave early and got insulted, :/ not the most fun at all, i hate it specially when my own family tries to make me feel low of my self, but i will and i mean i will not let them!!
tuesday i went with a friend to wal-mart and we bought things to sketch with and to make stories!! i also saw my best friend!! 🙂 the cute one that i like hanging out with haha, his older brother was acting like a 5 yr old but am ok with that haha and his sister was sweet, kind of mean to my friend but i guess its okay, she ddnt mind much cause she knows who she is and why she says/does things n.n
and Yesterday i had an ok day really busy but i loved it!! i guess not much to talk about today but it was okay!! 🙂

 

Today well i was eventful, running late for work, had to put up new signs at the place we were at and then it started to rain!! thundering and lightening everywhere and i was with the poles putting up damn signs up 😦 scared me to hell! i hated it!!, my dad told me to stop on that last one and we went to wait together in my car till i dropped him at his truck, it was raining so hard i couldn’t see anything! and i mean not a thing!! with that said, they left me! they took me to the gas station to put gas and they left me!! i was scared shitless,

i was wet from the down pouring rain, and i got lost 😦 soaking wet driving, and i couldnt see a thing i ddnt think it could get worse til i almost crashed!! omg i thought i died! i finally eventually made it home 🙂 and everything was good!